Struggling without your smile love presence
You’ll be with me always, Dad.
James, you were my safe place.
You promised to never, ever leave.
I miss holding your paws close
You were there for me, always
I remember your promise to me
Forever I, breathe you, with love
Memories are the best and worst.
C, you know the truth now
M, you helped me so much
Your suicide ended my life also...
Why did you hide your pain?
Please nestle but not pummel me
Why didn't you text me back
I want to talk to you
The hurt never leaves, It stays
I thought you would be ok
My life means nothing without you
23 years and still tears flow
I'm not adjusting to losing you
Seven years later, grief still grows.
You could have loved me better
My love has nowhere to go
There’s still so much love here
I miss being close to you
Lost two sons Soul is dying.
Mom, why didn't you tell me?
You no longer suffer. Miss you.
Family lost, wilfull ignorance of pain
