I keep waiting for your call
"You can go," then lights flickered.
She lived. Now time is dead.
Everything feels wrong even the sunshine
You jumped into the light. Forever.
I love and miss you, Liam
The grief fog rolled in today
45 happy years dead 36 hours
Dragging my entrails, I aimlessly wander.
Still don't believe this is real.
Each day she was dead, still
Grown man baby brother still gone.
Heaven took what I'll forever miss
It's okay to be not okay
He's gone, yet I'm still here.
"We'll speak later!". We didn't.
His family deserted him, I didn't
Cancer just sucks, no more words.
Broken heart feels unable to heal
Day after day you are gone
Really difficult being here without him.
Wanna hear goodnight sweetheart once more
Never got to see your eyes...
Physically gone, residing in my heart.
Small but mighty; we miss you.
A disquieting vicissitude set on repeat.
The carrion that cancer left behind.
I honor you in each breath
Healing. Then another loss. Now lost.
You died. I let myself go.